MUSIC=LIFE=JANICE

RHT.

2011-07-19T09:39:00.001+08:00

hey, im having RHT nowwww

and im lost omg. hahahaahha

but oh well, im sure 3/4 of my classmates are lost as well /:

okay toodles! :3

speechless.

2011-07-13T10:09:00.002+08:00

i know it's not gonna be graded or whatever shyt.

it's just not me to not care or try my best when im doing a piece of work.

touched yet again.

2011-07-13T02:39:00.001+08:00

Been v stressed with school lately. But i know God's always here for me.....

Touched by Him yet again.

hahaha

2011-07-12T21:57:00.001+08:00

hey, it's been erm 32y2385983278563481 years since i've posted!!

hahahah

ok so now i've graduated from st.margs sec and am in HTM in TP! woohoo!!

hahha school's screwed up lately, with millions of projects and shytxzxz.

but oh well....

okie will update soon :D

byes

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2010-05-03T11:37:00.002+08:00

I........................................................

snapped.

beloved friends.

2010-03-29T18:51:00.005+08:00

A true friend is someone who will always be there for you; wherever,whenever,whatever.

They'll always be there when you need someone to comfort you,when you need someone to talk to,when you wanna share your problems with someone,when you wanna share your happiness with someone,when you just feel like chatting and ranting about something and any other reasons you can think of.

I've got lots of friends around me. Lesbian partner friends,Holy friends,true friends,close friends,"ok" friends,bad or evil friends,"dint know you existed" friends,retarded friends,all other kinds of friends you can think of. And no matter what kind of a friend you are, im glad you're in my life. Because all of you fill my white paper[life] with colours(: regardless of good or bad memories,they're still dear to me no matter what and i really appreciate all of you.

You might not like me, or u may be ok with me. But i just wanna say, anytime you need someone, i'll be here (: no matter what. i dont know how you all think of me, but i hope i can be a friend that encourages and helps in any kind of situations /:

My life [ and i guess everyone's too] has its ups and downs. And now it's in the 'down' stage currently. But i have faith that it'll turn for the better soon (: God taught me a lesson. No matter what happens in your life, HANG IN THERE. Cos you'll see the fruits of your labour and the rainbow after the thunderstorm :D

To all my friends out there, I love you! (L)

Love,

Janice.

on the other hand,

2010-03-22T18:55:00.000+08:00

Samoht(: and Tab(:

love

2010-02-21T19:08:00.000+08:00

Yellow power ranger = love

homework.

2010-02-19T23:28:00.003+08:00

hullooooooooo! Someone asked me to update my blog so im updating! :D

haha.... sec 4 life is crazy. seriously.

there's a mountain of homework everyday and there are at least 2 tests per week! :0

But with the Grace of God, I was determined to finish all my work and study for my tests (:

Praise God! ^^ i went to watch "Valentine's Day" with ma homie and i really love the movie cos it's so sweet at the end! [PS:// i shant be a spoiler and tell the story here! :P]

hmm...i hope that i can study hard this year and work really hard for o levels! Book me for study dates kay! I'll be more than happy to meet u for study dates! :D Just give me a call or sms me kay! ^^

Lastly,i would like to share a picture with u! (:

Note to self : Love them moreeeeeee!:D

dang.

2010-02-06T11:51:00.002+08:00

i wonder why im starting to hate some people around me /:

am i being too selfish? or am i just not adaptable to changes? am i just too ego or proud? or am i just an idiot who doesn't know how to give in to them? i need to find myself back.

i realised that i've changed quite a bit and i hate that. i wanna be the old Janice. the happier Janice.

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SOS can someone help me,is not helping.

mad.

2010-01-27T19:02:00.000+08:00

i might end up at IMH soon.

urgh

2010-01-22T22:21:00.003+08:00

IM REALLY ****ING: MAD,IRRITATED,FRUSTRATED & WADEVA OTHER WORDS U CAN THINK OF.

COS OF THAT ONE PERSON THAT TOTALLY RUINED MY WHOLE LIFE.

**** HIM MAN.

GO AND DIE LA

WHY MUST YOU RUIN MY LIFE AND NOT YOUR OWN ****ING DAUGHTER'S LIFE.

I DONT DESERVE THIS,SERIOUSLY.

REALLY, JUST SCRAM.

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damn it.

fml

hahahahaha

2010-01-15T00:48:00.000+08:00

IM 16! FINALLY :D HAHAHAHA (:

love you guys <3

poly or jc

2010-01-09T23:25:00.002+08:00

i went for ngee ann poly's open house today....i really liked the campus and stuff...but im stuck between business school and humanities school :O help! but i'll leave it to God to guide me in the right path (: anyway,i cut my hair today! i've got layered bangs and my hair is super short now! ahhaa..but i still love it(: im gonna swim tomorrow cos i need to lose weight (:

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bad romance /:

back in action!

2010-01-02T22:14:00.003+08:00

hulloo people!

im back from my Indonesia trip and it's been a decade since i've blogged. HAHA,sorry :P

hmm...indonesia was fun yet stressful cos i've been fed like a pig when i was there and i was so worried that my weight would go up once i reached singapore...cos if not i would have to go into TAF club :0 my primary 4 horror. haha...hmm,but thankfully i fell sick on the 2nd last day then i lost some weight! (: but being sick is terrible. i vomitted 3 times before having very high fever :X then my dad brought me to the doctor to get medication....then yeah(: hmm..i swam like crazy when i got back to Singapore trying to lose more weight and i succeeded!!!! :D :D hmm..if u havent known i've moved house but the new house is just down the road :X HAHA...but me likey cos got swimming poool!!!!!!! :D can loose weight everydayy MUAHAHAHAHAHA. LOL

Today i went back for service and wow was i blown away (: I MISS CHURCH,W412 & N457 SO MUCH WHILE I WAS IN INDONESIA...hmm,i did go to church in indonesia but it was so different so alien...cos it was just not MY church and not MY cell group /: oh well. at least im back now! (: (: im so looking forward to 2010 [except for Os!] and i believe 2010 will be a great and exciting year for us all! HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE!

cheers (:

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i love you /:

untitled.

2009-12-09T14:54:00.001+08:00

im so messed up now.

thanks

2009-12-07T17:58:00.002+08:00

This post is to thank some people in my life..

God- For always being here for me whenever i need You,You never fail to make me smile at the end of the day(:

Mummy- For helping me with everything in my daily life. ILY! <3

Rachel- My fated friend!! wow...i think we're like super friends already la! <3

J4M- You're the bestest friends one could have....from the bottom of my heart,thanks for all the lovely memories :D

Carmen- Dear! thanks for being in my life (: thanks for always being there whenever i need you(: ILY! <3

Faith- My girlfriend(: haha...we're like so close till ppl mistaken us to be together..haha! love you!!!! <3

School Clique- Hey guys! you guys are awesome laaa...all my wonderful and funny family members! love you all loads! Jia you for O levels next year k! :D

Jason- My CGL! thank you so much for helping me whenever im in need or whenever im not sure of something! i really learnt alot from you!(:

Sherlyn- My vocal teacher (: without her,i wont be where i am today! Thank you so much for all the scoldings and encouragements,they really help me alot (:

Willie- My POA superhero! (: Thanks for all the time you forked out just to help me with my POA stuff! sorry for being such a bad tutee :P

XiaoXuan- You're the first fren i got to know since i joined CHC! Thanks for everything girl! (:

Philbert- Thank you for always reading my blog and asking me to smile more! haha :D

The rest of W412 and N457- You guys rock..seriously! Compared to the other cgs i have,you all stand on top of them! (:

Grace- Hey sis! you're the best big sister one can get! love you loads! <3

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Power of God

random.

2009-12-01T21:08:00.002+08:00

am i matured enough to? should i? do i have time for?

these are the questions i asked myself...about something

i've been thinking these few days. why am i even bothering about people like that!

am i being too soft hearted? or am i just too stupid to realise their intentions?

after a while,the endings will all be the same...

i hope...i really hope,one day i can understand.

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help.

Nothing is impossible.

2009-11-29T02:42:00.003+08:00

Church was great!

i really felt God moving around in our midst :D

hmm...i had a mini sleepover at karen's place but turns out that karen got sick :( but she is all better now! (: (:

by the way,it's been so long since i posted a picture up!

so...here it is! (:

toodles!

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i cant do this anymore.

Band Camp '09

2009-11-26T00:28:00.002+08:00

Hey peeps(:

im back from band camp '09!

Super fun...and my group won!!! :D

hmm...apparently someone is trying to "kidnap my heart" LOL.

im just really bored now laaa........ haha

toodles :D

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urgh.

this is it.

2009-11-15T22:51:00.002+08:00

Hello world (:

im updating my blogg..finally! hmm,i really love the song "Try" by Asher Brook. Super nice! (:

Thank you for all those who prayed for my mum,she is alright now (:

Im having holidays now...but still going back to school for 3 times a week T.T poor me /:

Im trying to complete my holiday homework b4 i fly to indo on 19th dec! but i doubt i can though :p HAHAHA. me no hope in doing homework de lar! haha.

hmm..ma homie just came back from japan! missed her loads luh,glad that she's back (:

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dang,i wanna lose weight =.=

Thank God(:

2009-10-31T14:47:00.001+08:00

i got hit by a car downstairs my house. Thank God im alive (:

mistaken identity

2009-10-18T03:50:00.002+08:00

hello world (:

i cant believe im still up at this hour.... it's 3:51 AM on 18th Oct 2009! lol. with JT at my house beside me...

JT: SUP.

hmm.. SOMEONE asked me to blog bout today so here it is :D

hmm..today morning woke up then couldn't get out of bed cos my thighs,abdomen muscles ache like crazy from the half an hour of DDR and 2 hours of dance lesson the night before O.O but i wanna lose weight so yeah! :D then JT came over and we went to church with MADDS :D miss her so much D: then after service talk and talk and talk then decided to go home T.T so yeah. headed to kfc with JT and watch her eat (: haha. then went to macs to buy McFlurry! then came back homee...then started to chat with A**** (: UNTIL NOW EH. PRO OR NOT! :D

heh. bye for now!

toodles!

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there is no turning back to the past i guess.

dang.

2009-10-15T19:02:00.003+08:00

urgh. exams are overrrr, but i dont feel like there's any difference /:

Friends,really appreciate them for being in my life..they make me a better person(:

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i miss all of you :

myGod karen maddie rachel myvocalteacher mycellgroupleader mychurch

a thing of the past

2009-10-12T12:57:00.003+08:00

are WE a thing of the past? i hope not.

i wanna break free.

2009-10-03T17:02:00.002+08:00

i hate the stress. i hate the exams. i hate studying.

school sucks,except the friends i have.......

that stupid Mtan came to our class to lecture our class and its v unfair cos IT didn't start from our class and she made it sound like only our class was at fault. i dont care whether you're married or not...you just suck like balls on a cow.

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You welcome me in with open arms...........into unending love

come back to me

2009-09-27T19:20:00.002+08:00

how i wished all this wouldnt have happened,we could all be back as per normal and we'll be family forever..but whatever that has been done is done. We can possibly turn back time and un-do all those things /: I just hope that one day we could put our differences aside and be sisters again...with no stress,no fear and no secrets. But till that day comes,i'll be still believing...

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when you've find you, come back to me

the stranger in you.

2009-09-23T00:54:00.002+08:00

Dang,i keep telling myself to study but i never do it -.- [wads the point?!]

My days are kinda screwed these days. especially cos of _____ and ___

hais,EOY examinations are round the corner and i have to face these problems with ___ and ____. Super frustrating... No mood to blog anymore. im sorry....

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To you :

You've changed quite a bit didn't you.........i miss the old you.

shut up. you're not my real dad.

2009-09-15T12:46:00.003+08:00

i really dont know what is wrong with YOU. all you do everyday is complain complain and complaint. YOU think YOU very smart is it? the world must listen to YOU is it. dream on i tell YOU. i've been bearing my anger with YOU for a very very long time already,its just that YOU dont know and dont realise. YOU dont even know how irritating YOU are as a person. please la... can YOU please wake up?!?!?! i would love to slap YOU tight in the face if i could to at least make YOU sober up. i really dont know what is YOUR problem. YOUR voice is irritating,YOUR face is very qian bian, YOUR behaviour is worst than my 5 year old cousin,YOUR attitude sucks. wth. if i could i would love to send YOU to the mental hospital in singapore. YOU made me so embarrassed that day,YOU made me lose face to be in the same table as YOU . i dont need a person like YOU to be in my life. YOU ruin my whole life. over my dead body i'll ever accept YOU .seriously. i cant stand YOU anymore. *ucker. go away. get out of my life. F

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im crying out to you God,

help me.

Incomplete OB craze.

2009-09-13T19:40:00.001+08:00

I realised that Incomplete is going crazy nowadays,hanging out until super late at night! Like that time at the airport,we stayed there till 12am?! And recently,we stayed out after our lesson at OB on friday at XZone till 11?! LOL. we siao people :P But we had fun eating Chippys and playing Street Fighter until the machine almost collapsed! :0 HAHAH. we were literally the only 3 'girls' there so late at night amongst all the ah beng guys screaming just to hit the buttons on the machine. HAHAHA :D we pro laaaa homies :] yeah.. so Acid Laoshi took our class on that day and we learnt quite alot from him! :D so yeah. had a wonderful day with Maddie and JT :D u guys rock man. Ma homies:D

Images Captured that day (:

Maddie trying to reach for the light bulb!

Me,Mad(:

LOL.random :p

Full bodayye

Jt&me(:

Maddieeee!

HAHAHA...nothing to say

bye.

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shut up la MF.

Euphoz.

2009-09-07T01:12:00.008+08:00

Today was really a day for me luh. morning till afternoon headed to Shuwen's house withRachel and Cheryl. hmm...to do Geog authentic learning! yupp..but in the end we ended up eating tidbits and listening to korean songs... HAHAH :P then at 530pm i headed to city hall with Rachel(: then i met up with Yili,Abigail,Eunice Tang,Amelia,Siying,Jing Ying,Jing Wen,Eunice Au,Tan En,Qi Yi and Priscillia :D then we headed for dinner at Raffles city's mos burger! after that,we headed over to esplanade to watch Ms Chong perform :D the songs were fantastic and niceeeeeeee:D The Philharmonic Winds were under the baton of a spanish composer tonight...and it was interesting(: MY EUPHONIUM WAS ON STAGE! :D *YAYNESS* haha....then we camwhored alot and headed home! there is school tmr :( dread it.. hais. but what to do....

memories we had tonight.

Me.Yili.Eunice(:

Eupho Jump shot!

April 2010 :D

Restrooms anyone?

the YILIS!

cutest junior ever! :D

second cutest junior! :D

BOO :D

the 'Valarie' face (:

the 'Eunice Au' face (:

the 'Normal' faces (:

Me.Yili(:

group shot!

Yili : give me your money! :x

HAHAHAH

Yili's solo picture (:

EUPHOZ :D

EUPHO rocks to th max man :D

SL,Junior1,Junior2[:

Me.EuniceT

To my beloved Juniors, SIYING & AMELIA :

Both of you have been such crazy and good juniors to me (: Especially when our section bonds together...I find it funny how Amelia keeps thinking that im gonna kill her everytime i talk to her and she'll be scared to talk to me :X and whenever im freezing and dying or becoming frozen pork meat during band practice i'll hold on to Siying's arm to get warmth and not die halfway during practice :0 i think we've so much memories together as EUPHONIUM SECTION 2009 and i'll never forget you guys...EVER. I'll really miss the both of you loads and no matter what,both of you will still be my cutest juniors ever! :D Love,Janice! <3

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im pissed with SOMEONE.

home is where the heart is.

2009-09-06T02:55:00.009+08:00

Today morning i had band T.T was quite alright...but band room was super cold! was freezing to death O.O anywayyyyyyyy. i reached home late AGAIN. and i was late to meet Willie at subway :( sorry! then MADDIE and JT came! :D so happy. after service actually wanted to go home....but in the end we decided to head to airport! :X then...we spent our time at the airport from 830 till 1200. HAHAH.... we're crazy people. lol. but it was such fun being with them! they're like the bestest-est friends you could ever wished for on earth! :D anyway.... canwhored ALOT! heh :D

memories left today (:

pyramid of incomplete! ;D

haha...random /:

they were trying to make the 'bollywood' effect =.=

Maddie and her flower :D

JT the hungry ghost.

we eventually came up with some funny poses :X

HAHA..

Sup yoh

up up and away!

hehe..we were trying to disturb the uncle behind us :p

failed :(

the 'unready' pic XD

incomplete :D

haha...they were flirting with Ronald

so i decided to french him cos he's so hot!

JT tried to steal him from me :(

incomplete (:

ya kun TOAST DIPXZXZXZX

me.JT

incomplete!! :D

Mad. Jan

look at that chicken O.O

i wanna join dance /:

dooms day.

2009-09-02T21:33:00.001+08:00

FINALLY. I've squeezed time to actually blog again! :D its been so long since i've blogged. gosh. sorry uh,i had no time :x forgive me please! this one month have been havoc for me! no time to do much stuff /: hmm...in a nutshell,im having bio test and english test tmr. so im just gonna let the pictures do the talking again! lol...i'll try to blog more often kay cos september hols is next week :D so...here are the updates!

PS://its gonna be ALOT ALOT of pictures! lol.

1]YOG fun run!

Hakimmah.Me

Fireworks

Yili.Me

JingWen.Me

Macro:D

sights along the run!

starting of the run!

2]macs

Aminah (:

3]class

Me.Liz

4]random new display pic T.T

masked.

5]outing with Rachel to airport!

Me.Rachel

Me.Rachel(:

no-teeth smile :x

look-alike smile! :D :D

bubbletea<3

6]FOP

Me.Maddie

Stage

7]Band Fiesta

Boo.Me

Eunice.Me

Me.Faith(:

bye.

got love?

Radiate yeah.

2009-08-09T12:36:00.000+08:00

Sorry i havent been blogging for a very looooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooong time.
but anyway,i felt the presence of God so strongly yesterday....at church.
this feeling could not be expressed through words. seriously.......
i dont know why but i feel that im going to school for nothing. im not taking school seriously at all /:
might as well dont waste my mum's money just to send me to school to waste my time
band is killing me by each practice. i enjoy my time there,but everytime after band it'll be back to reality-school work ect.
im having mixed feelings now,dont know wad i should do.......
but oh well...life is like that /:

Power Rangerrrrrr.

2009-07-22T00:39:00.004+08:00

i dont know why but i just felt like blogging about something now. think i'll just post outdated pics that i took in the last few weeks barh. havent been uploading them :x Sorry for the random-ness.

Jan,RachelLee

Me honey! <3

Me.Maddie(:

Jt,Me(:

XX.Jan(:

Camera time babeh

hee:D

buying 'cocktails' -.-lll

Me girlfriend! <3

Me new shades :x

im sorry R.

tell me how to feel.

2009-07-20T00:03:00.002+08:00

ok..this post is just gonna be about my feelings cos im lazy to talk about other things.

lately i've been given tons and tons of homework and im suppose to finish them like in super short periods of time,i think that i must prioritize my things more cos i find that i've got practically no time to actually do my work and study. everytime the earliest i sleep is like 12 or so. and im tired of this,why can other people do their work on time when i cant? :o its wierd...they're in the same class as me,end school the same time as me and are doing the same things/homework as me. but why? i just wonder..and plus i dont even get as much leisure time now,im not saying i wanna play very hard. but its just that i need a break too right? i also dun know wad to do now except to ask my Heavenly Father to help /:

help Daddy.

My Besties!

2009-07-07T00:15:00.003+08:00

Hmm...today i went out with my Jie! GraceLim! :D love her loads man. PARA PARA BABEH! <3

then headed to ob for piano lesson with my bestie,RachelOng :D heh. i really enjoy going out with these 2 people...and of course J4M also! super fun,i feel so carefree....and happy (: Thank God for sending me friends/sisters like them :D i now learning 'A thousand miles' for pop piano...and i think the song damn cool! But hand need to stretch like siao :X *pain*

bye.

A post for my Sister(:

2009-07-01T17:41:00.004+08:00

After so much that we've gone through together,I think that its the bond we have that keeps us together at the end of the day...We were once enemies in love,but yet we're still strong as individuals.Now it has all come down to this,that ______ is no longer good to us anymore..We'll still stay by each other's side,encouraging and helping each other(: lastly,i just wanna say this : I love you sis,i really do! <3

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in-do-ne-si-a

2009-06-25T15:39:00.007+08:00

im back from my second trip to jakart! (: i flew back without my dad knowing and appeared at his gate on fathers' day morning :D leaving him and everyone else shocked! haha X) had a really good time there. now under quarantine /: cant go anywhere and wont be going school until next friday! good right(: heh...i shall let the pictures do the talking(:

images captured!

i love this pic(:

hole(:

random-.-

jump shot first try!(:

Jan.Deb

nice right!!

*twist*

down

straight

toilet(:

narrow mirror

Rach.Jan

Jan.Jean.Rach

heeee

nice right!

HAHAHAHA

girlfrends yoh (:

bye.

i want a dog /: anyone willing to give me one?

im back!

2009-06-18T22:15:00.008+08:00

hey guys...im back from my trip to indonesia! i went from the 8th till the 17th...super fun can! i wanna go back there :( im not gonna tell a grandfather's story about how i spent each day,but im just gonna briefly write about the highlights of my trip((: hmm..1st day was okay,metDADDY in the airport and headed home. then for the next few days just went around shopping and eating :0 gonna get fatter! AH O.O then on the 13th of June,i flew back to Singapore in the morning to attend the VS Graduation thingy with J4M :D then after that flew back to indo! HAHA. damn cool right ;D then on the 16th of June,i met RACHEL! went to Lippo Karawachi and she bought the same jacket as me! HAHA. played the indoor roller coaster and she was screaming like mad can. LOL. and she told me she was gonna fall off the roller coaster at one point of the ride. HAHA. then on the 17th headed back to singapore with DADDY then at night cried like mad cos DADDY flying back to indo :((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((( hais..then headed home and cried myself to sleep. today headed to band in the morning and slacked the whole day :p now talking to DADDY on msn! whee~

pictures from the whole trip((:

haha..took it while he was asleep :p

same for this one! :p

nice view from aeroplane((:

Rachel&Me((:

taken in my dad's car

this is wad happens to Janice's hair when u open the windows of a car in puncak!

doggies!!

cool right!

Me and Rach again

and again!

#130609

J4M <33

Wendy's!

Signboard...lol

look at the chocolate oozing outta my donut!

heh

Daddy and my donuts!

Dunkin' Donuts Good~

new church in Jakarta!

Cross ((:

back to short hair!

bye.

if my dreams could come true this very moment.....

new hair cut.

2009-06-07T01:01:00.002+08:00

i went to cut my hair today...kinda screwed /: but better than my previous hair stylist...heh

-picturess

bye.

help.

Dearest(:

2009-06-04T13:59:00.004+08:00

yesterday Rachel came over to my house to bake..actually wanted to bake green tea pound cake...but we couldn't find the machha[green tea powder] so in the end we had to settle for the normal chocolate cake..and when we arrived back at my house we realised we forgot to buy cocoa powder..wth-.- so we had to settle for milo powder instead..it was super freakin disgusting can. eww...then we watched funny funny videos in youtube and thought of cooking mac and cheese for dinner...so we headed to the supermarket to get cheese..had lotsa fun in the supermarket! :D then after cooking and eating i sent her to bus stop and home sweet home! Ps:// im down with flu and sore throat...my exam is this sunday..pray for me? please? /:

memories.

she keeps asking me to help her take pictures of her eating-.-

see? i told you already...

our mac 'n' cheese plus bacon (:

NTUC fairprice!

HAHAHAHA

Jan.Rach

skyyy

bye.

scars you've left behind.

sadded

2009-06-04T00:18:00.001+08:00

my emotions have been going havoc for the past few days and i think im down with a flu :( not H1N1 k! common flu...super watery can..ewwwwwwwwwww.

help.

Emerge

2009-05-31T21:49:00.005+08:00

Headed to expo in the morning for service....met Saunders at subbie and waited for Karen and Jt to arrive..then we went into the hall..super packed! in the end sat at the right side of the stage there...then after service Jt sent Karen home..and i was left all alone to wait for Saunders to finish his harvest thingy...then we headed to bedok 85 to eat...then took 14 and off to town! Went to wisma,to get his phone..then went to far east to walk walk..then after that met Grace at orchard station and we took train together to city hall...sat at the staircase to chat and chat until bout 64opm..then headed to outside the St.Andrew's Cathedral to chat AGAIN....in the end Grace went in about 8 plus then me and Saunders headed home...in conclusion,it was tiring yet enjoyable day (:

a few pictures only..forgot to take pic with sweetie and jt and karen! :(

St.Andrew's Cathedral(:

what is this suppose to mean? O.O

toilet this way!

random-.-

HAHAHA....tigger (:

camera shy><

bye.

im pure(:

Sin

2009-05-31T00:11:00.004+08:00

i dont know whats wrong with me lately...my mind getting sot /: anyway,i went to school for band this morning and after that headed to expo to say hi to the peeps and off to Alan's birthday party! actually i was quite lazy to go...cos i had no mood as well..but i did go in the end. it was super far can! like the other end of singapore O.O then at first i super emo emo..no mood to do anything...but in the later part it was quite okay la...me and jt left at 840...i headed home and now as im typing,i hear voices in my head telling me about all the negative things.. help anyone? /:

memories captured today.

super cute fishy!

Jan.Mad

our message(:

Jan.Jt

Mad.Jan

*pouts*

bye.

memories have gone,

its time to move on.

i struggle hard to let you go,

but obstacles are saying no.

i don't know when this is gonna end,

but all i know is that we've left our footprints in the sand.

Song of Solomon

2009-05-30T00:37:00.005+08:00

i went to school today..last day of school! happy but sad...cos canteen gonna change :( and holidays! (: lol..lamepok. anyway,headed home then went to expo to meet the rest for bible study with Pastor Kong :D it was great! Felt God there (: hmm..after that then headed homie! tmr got band /:

pictures~not alot though /:

Cleaning in progress

random -.-

HAHAHAHA

Janice&Jacey

Jt&Janice

star! (:

random again!

i was just bored ok?

bye.

Janalily(:

lost in a silent world.

2009-05-27T20:47:00.005+08:00

i went to school today, with the thought of pon-ing school. But the Lord kept me going in school,although there's nothing to do. after school i headed to coronation plaza with Cynthia...and we bought bubble tea and our lunch,then we headed to candy bouquet to buy sweets. then she needed to go le..so i walked back with her to take bus. God is good..we reached the bus stop the same time as the bus and we managed to catch it...i reached home and waited for mum to come home from lucky plaza...helped her cook dinner for the boys and went to bathe,now im here blogging...but lost inside.

images my camera captured today.

pink leaves?flowers?

white flower.

shadows

childhood times

trees

fake a smile perhaps?

random

fire extinguisher

vintage

classroom window.

marley.

bye.

im so confused about life. help anyone?

hell.

2009-05-26T22:37:00.011+08:00

I woke up late today again! O.O kena scolded by mummy :( then went to school to check papers! [ps://thank you for encouraging me someone(:] I wanna jump down from the memorial thing in front of suntec city man. but i thank God that my poa passed with flying colours...the rest is fail with flying colours uh :( then after school had band till 630pm,but i kinda left school only at 65opm or so...walked super slowly to the bus stop then i waited super super super long for the bus to arrive. and it was FULL to th max! /: then super tired...my whole day was just screwed la.....i wanna sleep. nights

today took very little pictures /:

twilight?

All i hear is 3,2,1 the scream from the guns...

random

i could just walk right across that

wet park

emo

view from my class

NUM

bye.

i sleep with a pillow,bolster and a pink blankie.

why why why

2009-05-25T22:37:00.019+08:00

i woke up on the floor with all my english papers all around me. it was 5.15 in the morning and i realised i fell asleep while filing my english file the night before. I got ready for school and rushed my file till 640 O.O then Mummy drove me down to school! almost late :0 but i love her manxzx!

went for assembly then came back to class and saw i've got a message from ______, super funny luh! Then slacked till 9am then started the checking of scripts. I HAD A SHOCK OF MY LIFE..i failed __ subjects and im totally sad :( then after school had band prac. Me and EuniceTang went to macs to eat and we had a great time talking! Love her to the max man :D then walked back to school (: Met with Rachel,Ivie and Tan En...they super funny also can X) then went to the band room to have practice[ps:// actually not really practice,its the sec ones' practice and me and eunice needed to teach ivie,rachel and tan en to do all the stuff...so we stayed back with them lor(:] yeah..then talked and laughed and talked and laughed. super hilarious. We were in the band store...so i found it quite hard to reply the sms i got from _____ ...sorry! then at 6pm me and eunice went out to coronation plaza to get the conductor scores binded. then bought something there too! :D then headed back to school,when we got up to the band room me and eunice were like soaked in sweat luh O.O then asked the juniors to clear here and there...then went down to go home. the shutter was locked so we had to go through the staffroom....halfway eunice got stopped halfway..so me and the others went off first then i decided to wait for her so i walked back to the exit there...after a while she came out and told me that she had to go back up to the band room to get something. so i went with her..she was scared can. already like gonna 7pm le and we were the only 2 students left in school O.O then super dark journey up to the 4th floor...then when she was about to go into the band room to on the lights and get her paper she started talking in tongues..haha...so i talked with her in tongues lor..so that she wont be so scared :D then we went to the bus stop! waited for the bus like 20 minutes?! wanna die le lor :0 then reached home at like 840pm..crazy. tomorrow still got school eh! O.O

today not much pictures...but yeah :D

Pocky!

lonely road

Park at night!

Ball of fire! lol X)

My school (:

close up.

Tree!

Me+EuniceTang :D

bye.

____________________________________________________________

My windows media player,

It is really a failure.

I tried to play a song,

But it just went wrong.

It needed some serious repair,

Although the price i cannot bear.

I need some help here,

I hope someone hears.

And then it got repaired,

And i realised it was hair.

It got stuck in the speaker,

Making the sound bitter.

I think i should go cut my hair,

Although i didn't care.

Im afraid it'll get stuck again,

And bring my life more pain!

So i went to the haircutter's shop,

The haircutter cut my hairtop.

I looked at my hair and cried,

Seriously,it's not what i desired.

My mood took a turn on my day,

I had no mood to play.

I wanted my hair back,

But i had to accept the fact.

And there i was,feeling sad,

My hair's bad and my mood's slack.

I went off home,

And used the comb.

More hair dropped out as it got stuck in the comb,

I looked in the mirror and all i wanted was to escape to Rome.

I didn't want anyone else to see my hair,

Even if i was dared.

Happened that my friend came,

and i saw his hair,

It was the same.

He had no fringe,

And he had a left wing!

My sadness slowly disappeared after i knew i wasn't the only one,

I realised that it was quite fun!

I wanted wings too,

I'll do anything for them even if i had to moo!

-Xin, J.L.L & Sen, S.T.Y. (2009)

Rev Mike Connel

2009-05-24T22:15:00.005+08:00

i went for service 3 with JT in the morning. at first i was quite lazy...but i just dragged myself out of bed(: got ready and Mummy sent me to expo! :D then met Jt at 7-eleven and Mark kindly booked seats for us at charlie arena! First time sit so close to the stage. quite scary O.O haha...Rev Mike Connel is the bombx man! He preaches like as though God was talking to me O.O When it was the second alter call,Mark Jt and I went...i started crying at first...then i was called to go in front to be prayed for...I couldn't see who prayed for me but the Love of God was stronger than yesterday. SO MUCH MORE. i fell down to the ground and i started crying even more. A sister came to pray for me and i dont know why i started screaming...i tried to stop,but i couldn't. I guessed it must have been the demon inside of me. So there i laid screaming and crying...after a while the sister helped me up and i sat on the floor. She asked me whether i wanna be set free...and i said Yes. She told me that she'll pray for me and she asked me to call out to the HolySpirit anytime and try to cough out all my burden and everything that bothers me. Amazingly when she started praying,i had this urge to cough and kinda "vomit" out. it was wierd...then after that she gave me a great big hug. and asked if she could pray for me. i said Yes,and once again she prayed for me(: such a nice sister! She then gave me another hug and i thanked her :D THANK YOU SO MUCH SISTER! although i dont know you nor your name,i still wanna thank you so much! :D then after that i felt so free and unburdened! :D God is GOOD! then me and Jt headed to airport to eat popeyes (: then went to walk walk....after that dont know where to go actually...then we decided to go bugis to watch movie! So we headed down to Bugis...went to buy tickets for night at the museum 2 and went to bugis street to buy my watch! :D guess wad? we saw Bryan from VS5! haha...funny luh X) then we went to walk walk somemore and then went for the movie! after movie didn't feel like going home so we walkie walkie again! :D then home sweet home by bus (: super tired now..dont feel like going school tmr :( gotta stay till 630pm tmr and tuesday...hais. then haven't done my english file also..HAHA. tmr is gonna be the starting day for checking exams scripts. i died already.

Visuals for today! :D

Jt.Me

Reflection;see my watch? :D

the large cup bigger than Jt's face can -.-

SO BIG

taken in the cinema X)

in the MRT (:

JT!

i sat in the priority seat!

hee.

bubbletea! ^^

$1.20 for the whole box?!

close up!

heh.

bye.

im free and anti-demon!

FIRE!

2009-05-24T00:57:00.006+08:00

I had band from 730am till 1230pm....then i rushed home and headed to expo! Met Saunders..i was the second to reach after him luh! :D then Jacey came and we went in to book seats! Soon Carmen and Shermin came :) then Jason and Wen Hao came along..and there was only the few of us...Service was POWERFUL. Full blow! Presence of God was so strong i cried like some baby...except that i was quite pissed at the people sitting behind us..they were pushing our seats forward every minute we're standing :( my calves hurt;Alot :( like when i sat down after Praise&Worship, my calves and my whole entire leg was practically VIBRATING can O.O but its okay lar...those people are forgiven (: after service Jacey,Shermin,Saunders and I went to changi airport to meet Jeremy for dinner! But i didn't eat though (: heh..now im back home. wanna die le.tmr still gotta wake up early to go service 3 with Jt and Maddie..but its okay cos im going to my Heavenly Father's house! ^^

imageeeeeeeeeeeeees for today!

i wan my pic with Carmen!

Crossing signs

POK POK KEH!

look at how much fries they wasted...

Saunders! (:

Jeremy! (:

Shermin,Janice,Jacey :D

nice right!

mini.bits

Jellybeans.

worn out sole D:

sky outside church ^^

Singapore EXPO

blinded by Your light

blue blue sky :D

tree+light

bye.

i realised my mistakes.

terrible,horrible,vegetables!

2009-05-23T00:18:00.006+08:00

hmm...i had school in the morning and as usual,BORING to the max! Had recess at like 800-830 in the morning?! like who will eat so early larh O.O then had first aid training for 3 hours! learnt how to bandage people's arms and how to do CPR. super disgusting...but quite fun lar X) then had assembly and headed home! rushed like crazy and met Saunders and Fion at AMK mrt to walk walk..super funny luh! then Xiao Xuan,Jeffrey and Isaac came along..headed to cg together. Cg was great...Jason talked about the Holy Spirit! I Love the Holy Spirit :D and then headed to mrt with Jeffrey,Saunders,Jaime,Julia,Fion and the SOT students...asked Mum whether can go Suntec not...but she said better come back cos i've got band tmr,so cant go :( so anyway,headed home and now gonna sleep le...wanna die. super tired. tmr gotta report at school 730am to do morning run O.O nights everyone :)

Pictureeees taken todayye!

elmo :D

He got it fixed! o.o

STOP

sky.

MRT railway tracks!

Fion morphed into Saunders O.O

Saunders morphed into Fion O.O

SaundersTan(:

Fion&Me

JaniceLim(:

shadow of the traffic light

LOVE

PangXiaoXuan(:

FionTan(:

Fion's chicken rice *yummy*

bye.

ARGH...i need to learn.

foolishness is stupid

2009-05-21T20:41:00.005+08:00

i went to school at usual. but i woke up at 6 today /: cos i slept at 230 O.O kept falling asleep! X) did some activities and slacked the day off /: i dont see the point of going to school now cos im like just wasting my days away in school slacking with no teachers in class :( its like i'd rather use the time to do something more useful/productive uh! after school headed to band and played games! haha...but then practice was okay la...after band stayed back to tell Ivie and Rachel some stuff about their positions and home sweet home! i now super tired le.. gonna sleep! chao~

pictures for todayyye.

Peace yoh *twist*

my sky tonight.

my school

Cynthia (:

Trina&Valentina :D

drawn by TRINAAA

sticky (:

the sky i woke up to

bye.

i realised how foolish i was.

VerySingerTrainingCourse

2009-05-21T00:15:00.007+08:00

hmm...i went to school in the morning and headed to science centre! it was fun and engaging but sadly Mrs Pillai said cannot bring bag so i couldn't bring my camera :( but then we had free time from 1130-1300 and we're dismissed! i headed home and got ready to go for lesson at Ocean Butterflies....i just had my last lesson for my Very Singer Training Course in Ocean Butterflies today..i had mixed feelings actually /: i was happy cos i've completed the 4 month long course and im also sad cos its ending :( i'll miss everyone who was in the course with me. From this course i've learn so many things that are so valuable to me : Dancing,Personal Grooming,Speech&Drama,Singing,Stage Presence ect..the list just goes on and on..Im having 2nd thoughts about being a Singer now..but we'll see how it goes kay? I'll leave it into God's hands! :D

peekturesssss!

hmm..a few weeks ago? lol

OB :)

ZhangMeiXiang Laoshi! :D

MeiXiang laoshi and her assistant?

PeiChang laoshi! love his acting man <3

Singapore Flyer taken by meeeeeeeee ^^

close up!

thank you mum for sending me to OB!

taken along the way~

this tooooo!

looking up the rectangle sky

DANGER

me&joanne

Fion :D

NIVEDHA O.O

bye.

im more than happy now yoh.

untitled

2009-05-19T22:14:00.002+08:00

i just went to ob for piano lesson and my day just went by like that. im learning crush now! :D hmm....i want my june holidays to come! then i can spend time with my friends...im rotting my life away :( im like talking to random people in msn now.. O.O

only one scary picture of me! ><

bye.

im not gonna write you a love song

sleepover at Karen's

2009-05-18T21:44:00.005+08:00

last Friday till Saturday went to Karen's place to sleepover+celebrate Jt and her birthday. Had loads of fun... we slept at 6 in the morning and woke up at 11. HAHA. then headed to Wild Wild Wet to play the whole day. [MY REAL MAN!!! :D HAHA *MADDIE SHOULD KNOW WHAT I AM TALKING ABOUT*] anyways, we played from 3pm till 640pm then went to bathe. too bad we didn't take pictures cos we were all wet O.O then headed to vivo for dinner and home sweet home:] On sunday i went to church and OB but didnt take pictures cos mummy took my camera :(

Today didn't do much....just slacked at home and went to bugis just now to pass Jt Maddie's phone(:

let the pictures do the talking yoh! heh.

mirror me^^

J4M plus part of Julia's head -.-

Gila girls X)

mirror mad&me

mad and me (:

in MRT

Scenery!

SORRY SORRY SORRY! O.O

notice the guy beside karen?

the 3 musketeers :D

reflection yoh

my 3 crazy frenx

HAHAHA. MADDIE'S SPASTIC FACE

bye.

im ready to move on

Love

2009-05-18T18:00:00.003+08:00

Love can make a person smile, it can change a person's life. Love can also be hurting to some people, especially when it gets complicated. Love can be tricky and confusing, because it has no limits. Love can be pressurizing, which can result to stress and depression.Love is.....

give it up.

2009-05-14T21:24:00.008+08:00

Sorry i didn't blog yesterday...because on tuesday i only slept for 2 hours cos i was doing POA notes like crazy O.O...so i needed some sleep yoh. okay...so yesterday i ended my last paper at 1 and i headed home...then went to meet Maddie at far east to go shopping! :D then walked like crazy and ate fried mars bars for the very first time...my advice : EXTREMELY SINFUL. TRY AT OWN RISK! then headed home (:

Today i slept in like a pig can....woke up only at 1pm and met Gracie dearie[jie] at plaza singapura! GOSH...HER HAIR!! O.O then went to kfc cos she was hungry...talked and talked and talked..haha..then went to buy fried mars bars again! gosh....must cut down on it le...if not will grow sideways! o.o then went to some yogurt ice cream place..then Grace bought her peach yogurt ice cream with peach as topping (: then walked out to the staircase outside the purple line the mrt there...and take pictures together... FOR THE VERY FIRST TIME :D then home sweet home (:

pictureeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee time! :D

[For yesterday]

park(:

Maddie;HAHA

ta-ka-shi-ma-ya! we can do! HAHA

toilet O.O

its sinful...its brown..its fried mars bars!

Maddie and me (:

[For today]

GRACE LIM SHU ERN :D

first few pictures with her!

macro:D

*twist*

greyscale :]

Rawr.we bite!

she was playing with my cam-.-

footprints of ours

sepiaaaaaaaaaaa

sisters unite!

bus rideeeeeeeeeeeee

bye.

complicated

I just want you.

2009-05-12T22:39:00.004+08:00

Today i went to school at normal time....and i've got like 2.5 hours to do nothing before my paper starts at 1030! then slacked around with Cynthia! super fun luh..took loads of pictures :D screwed the papers...and went home. Just now Tricia and Trina called me...super funny..

Tricia : Hi Janice! Can explain the stock account for me??

Me: ohkay,sure! *explains*

Tricia : Thanks! :D

Me : hmm..you're welcomed! dont tell me i gotta explain for your sis again?

Tricia : hmm...no lar!

*Trina in the background : WAIT! JANICE!*

Me in my mind : oh shit! O.O

Trina : Hi Janice! can explain to me also??

Me : hmm..haha.. oh...kay *starts explaining*

Trina [halfway in the middle of the explanation] : Tricia! Shut Up la...i cant hear Janice!

Me : *explains further*

Trina : Tricia! Shut up! Go away la........

Me : Haha..*continues explaining*

Trina : Janice! You're sizzling!

Me : sorry,phone got problem..haha. * puts on loud speaker and continues explaining*

Trina : hmm..how about...? [goes on to other topics]

Me : *explains to her*

Trina : thanks! tomorrow can come early to teach me?? please!

Me : lol... i come at 630am everyday...you wan me come at 5 ah?! O.O relax luh....

Trina : But i scared!

Me : aiya..dont need scared de lar! see ya tmr! bye! (:

Trina : Bye! :D

Haha,funny isn't it?

now pictures! :D

Button! :D

Sweet daddy fetching his kids from school ^^

My table! O.O

Macro :]

Sunlight! <3

The sky this morning from my classroom (:

Bus Ride Home!

Cynthia (:

bye.

always be my baby.

dont go away

2009-05-11T22:39:00.005+08:00

Today i went to Karen's house to visit her...with Maddie and JT :D then headed to OB for lesson. But the teacher was sick so PEICHENG lao shi taught us! super cool can... didn't know that he took drama...so TOU RU can! O.O then after that home sweet home! GOT CHEM PAPER TMR. and band resumes on 21st may! O.o

picture time!

today didn't take alot of pictures though /:

Ocean Butterflies (:

iPhone babeh!

MRT Ride Home :]

Pei cheng lao shi! :D

His shirt like camouflaged with the chair lor ><

bye.

baby dont you know,i miss you so

Touch my hand

2009-05-10T20:07:00.007+08:00

i woke up today at 8..super tired. cos i slept at 3 plus...then got ready for class at 930.

class was okay...super nervous in heels and in mind O.O

After class stayed in OB for a while longer and then headed to town to buy Mummy's present (:

i bought her knickers from topshop,2 shorts from cotton on and a forever friends card! Glad that she liked it (: although she was kinda shock when she saw the knickers...haha X) love her to th max man ! :D

piictures~

Mummy&Me! (:

Daryl's dessert^^

Bus Ride Home:]

Pocky rocks XD

in the dark

VS4+VS5a [i think /:]

bye.

only me only you and the band...

Today,im leaving all my troubles behind

2009-05-10T00:02:00.005+08:00

Today i slept in till about 12 then i woke up...mummy so good cos she never ask me to wake up early! then met Jt and Mad at Tanah Merah MRT station at bout 345 then crapped till about 4 plus 5 then headed to Expo for service..sat at charlie terrace :D drama was nice and headed to Tampines 1 for fellowhip after that. Went around looking for present for Mum but couldnt find O.O but in the end decided to buy her ***** but then shop gonna close so didnt buy...i'll buy it tmr with Mad,Jt and Daryl! (: and Jt say she gonna treat me sushi buffet! *YAYNESS* love her to the max man (: Then bused home with Saunders...then he kinda missed his bus at my stop..so i waited for the next bus with him;see i so nice right! :D while waiting keep taking pictures..then he almost missed the second bus too O.O but fortunately never larh...hahas :]

picture time! :]

*if you havent notice,i've been taking & uploading pictures for every post lately...lol. im wierd*

Park! scary O.O

Under his umbrella(:

Cool reflection! :]

Macro:D

Mad and Jan : "Big Sperm!"

Sky after service today (:

Toi toi!

My beautiful chicken tender X)

Random-.-

bye.

sarangheayo;meansiloveyou

Died.

2009-05-09T00:48:00.005+08:00

im happy that my mid years is gonna be over soon...but band is gonna start again! My poor saturdays :( but looking on the bright side, can go out with Maddie,Rachel and JT more often! woo! hmm...today i had school till 1230 then headed to OB. crazy kid...reached there at 1 plus and changed. super hot can. bathing in sweat sia O.O then had fun with Julio and Nathaniel...then Maddie Jt and Daryl came... FUN FUN FUN and CAMWHORE! :D hmm...after that had lesson and off to cell group! Met Julius and the other 2 SOT students at TPY bus interchange and headed to Jeremy's house together. After CG,i took mrt with one of the SOT students [girl..but i dont know her name O.O] then sent her all the way from TPY to tiong bahru mrt the gantry there...gave her a hug and said goodbye[see i so BROTHER lor....haha XD]..then i headed home. it was crazy. reached Tanah Merah bus stop at 11pm and i waited for the bus for like 45 minutes even though the machine said it would come in 27 minutes -.- then super tired....reached home bathed and conference with Maddie and Jt! (:

peekture time (:

Smilies! :]

look at the waiting time O.O

Jan&Maddie!

night lights><

sup yoh.

Maddie in da house yoh.

the amazing flying Janice!

Lazin around

Jt the Singer (:

PEACE!

Nat and Jul (:

bye.

honey honey honey honey honey :]

insane-ness

2009-05-07T00:01:00.009+08:00

i had the killer papers today. Almost died halfway....but God saved the day! (:

After the killer papers,i headed to plaza sin to meet my beloved RACHIE DARZ! then headed to SMU to study... first it was only Me and Rachel...then Willie came...then Fion and Germainecame...

then Shirley and Vanessa came.. then Willie's friend came.. then Germaine's fren came too! So in the end got NINE[9] people studying together! O.O then headed to dinner & home sweet home! super tired..but no need to go school on 070509!!! which is like later cos its 1am now...but super happy...got time to rest and STUDY! :]

peektures time! (:

[Ps://i dont know why i suddenly have this urge to use my camera...so there are alot of pictures taken XD ]

Me & Rachel(:

Macro :]

I take de! ^^

My beloved mummy <3

Reflections of US.

Long lost sisters? O.O

Macro calculator :D

Car view ><

Petrol station!

My front door...LOL -.-

ME. heh XD

Girlfrenx 4eva yohz.

bye.

im waiting for you to come into my dreams.

MYE O.O

2009-05-05T18:26:00.002+08:00

Mid years killing me softly inside...help.

If looks could kill,you'd be my murderer.

Your Grace Is Enough

2009-05-03T16:25:00.004+08:00

hmm...i went to church yesterday...and had the screwed up performance /:

after that i went for fellowship with the cg and surprisingly Maddie and JT came along (:

Ate at the staff canteen and after that headed home. &&230am with Mad and JT! :))

Ps:// To everyone who came down to support me yesterday : Just wanna thank you all so much. i really appreciate all your cheers for me..sorry to kinda disappoint you all by screwing up the performance O.O

Pictures (:

Reflection /:

Random-ness O.O

GAY.

My professional photography skills (:

Macro (:

INCOMPLETE!! :))

bye.

wierdo

2009-04-28T18:22:00.005+08:00

J4M (:

hmm...i had a strange dream yesterday...wont say it here. kinda embarrassing. but im just wondering why i had that dream? O.O

to Maddie (:

2009-04-25T01:44:00.002+08:00

MADDIE IS THE MOST WONDERFUL GIRL IN THE WORLD! (:

lalalala.

2009-04-14T21:52:00.002+08:00

HEY GUYS AND GIRLS!

IF ANYONE OUT THERE HAS A SECONDHAND NIKON D60 PACKAGE [ LENS + STRAP ECT]

CAN YOU PLEASE CONTACT ME? JUST TAG IN MY TAGGIE BOARD. THANKS :D

MY BUDGET IS ABOUT LESS THAN $600? BUT PRICE NEGOTIABLE :] GET BACK TO ME ASAP!! THANKS :D

sobz....

2009-04-12T10:50:00.002+08:00

hey guys.

sorry i've haven't been blogging for the pass close to one month! O.O

been real busy....and MY POOR PHONE GONNA GO HEAVEN ALREADY :(

sad...and W412 multiplied also...MY DEAREST EASTIES NOT WITH ME LE :( :(

hais...but its ohkay..cos i know that God is going to grow both W412 and N457 very soon...and you'll see us crying again next week or something /:

MY SCHOOL GOT GOLD FOR SYF BAND! *YAYNESS* happy happy.

im real stressed up with school...like MID YEARS are coming and im still lost in some of my subjects...must study real hard!!! JYJY:D

will update when i've got the time!

byebye.

dont wanna walk this road alone

2009-03-16T22:37:00.005+08:00

this post is for 15th march 2009..

Today had CG meeting at Daniel's place...then after that,fellowshipped. Then i didnt even realised that Willie,Fion and Shirley went off to IT fair le..so when i followed the remaining people to the bus stop,i decided to go find Willie they all at suntec..so met them..then me and Fion saw little kids with balloons! and we wanted them too...so we kindly asked Willie Korkor to help us take:] i got a white one and Fion got a yellow one! [thank you so much Willie korkor!^^]after that,was deciding where to go for dinner. in the end,went to CHANGI AIRPORT to eat POPEYES! super nice:D after we eaten i was about to burst already O.O then we camwhored!! heh :D super fun. Went to the MRT and camwhored somemore! then its home sweet home! when i got down the bus while waiting for the traffic light to turn red, this little girl stood beside me with her grandma...she stared at my balloon for so long so i decided to give it to her :]] see how nice i am! haha...but she is super cute ^^

Ps:// To Willie : *AHEM* you still owe me,Fion,Saunders,Maddie and Shirley something! :DD

Picture time!

Zilian in the mrt!

Me and Fion <3

See the spoiler behind?!

Our reflections:D

Blur kid+ owl

Failed attempt of posing

AHHH! HELP! O.O

Fion's hair is really very scary O.O

Negative us!

WILLIE^^

Pyramid? haha><

Greyscale:DD

Airport chair!

byebye! :D

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2009-03-16T00:59:00.003+08:00

Joyous? Jerky?

Ambitious? Aggressive?

Nice? OR Naughty?

Irreplaceable? Ignorant?

Creative? Curseful?

Elegant? Ego?

EMO.....NOT!

2009-03-04T22:12:00.003+08:00

Me and Maddie

Me and Maddie in a heart!

My new "EMO" hairstyle

FeiChangGeShou first performance!

okok....enough of all the emo-ness :D

shall be smiley now!

very long never post pics le...so this post will be all pictures!

Ps://To Grace sweetie: I'll take peekture with u soon kay! <333

urgh

2009-02-28T22:41:00.005+08:00

all i can say is urgh...

im not emo...nor am i angry...

im just frustrated and tired of wads happening in my life now.

i really dont know wad to do but to just wait on God to help in someway..

im so busy with school,CCA and OB...but instead of having proper breaks in between,these problems just pile up..

i just hope i can do well in school and OB..

'with Christ who strengthens me,all things are possible...'

why?

2009-02-22T17:44:00.002+08:00

why is everything going this way for me God?

-W412 is gonna multiply in a week's time...i'll never forget the bond that we'd had :D

thank you so much for all the lovely memories you've brought into my life..i'll NEVER forget you all!

-My mum is giving me problems everyday...why? i didnt do anything wrong and this is wad i get?

-My grades are going down down down....i dont know why i blank out everytime its test time.

-Its gonna be a long long journey for me....

please help me God....

Pronounce h-a-p-p-y

2009-02-17T21:48:00.002+08:00

common test week...super stressed O.O

meeting Gracey dear on friday ^^

i seriously need some sleep...im becoming a panda -.-

i wanna lose weight :(

or grow taller /:

will you be my valentine?

2009-02-15T23:09:00.002+08:00

happy valentine's day everyone...i almost collapsed today....was like walking walking then suddenly feel very dizzy..and my vision was like blur and stuff....but anyway,had syf sound check today...was quite okay..im gonna sleep now. nights everyone

help,anyone?

FeiChangGeShou

2009-02-11T22:29:00.002+08:00

hmm....i had a really hard time thinking whether i should join FCGS not....J4M got in. but if there is only 3 people or even 2, its not J4M anymore...

Ps:// To Karen: Hey girl...i think you kinda think too highly of me luh. im not THAT good..afterall,im only 15 this year...and i cant even do my scales properly. /: cos if like you think so highly of me, and i dont get to the point that you said i could go, i'd disappoint you in the end...so yeah. but still, thanks girl :]

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2009-02-10T19:45:00.004+08:00

i dont get wad you want,seriously.

i know that you're angry with me....just admit it.

dun need to result to all these.

you wan no ********? fine...just spill the beans man. dun go round the bush

hectic...

2009-02-08T20:28:00.003+08:00

i think im gonna go crazy this week...

Monday: Going Island after school with 3e2 to see C,K,C

Tuesday: Band till 530

Wednesday: Band till 1230,movie till dunno wad time with R

Thursday: Band till 630

Friday: Band till 3 or 4 plus,lesson till 8 or 9

Saturday: Band till 1, JJ till 7 or 8 plus,fellowship till 9 or 10 plus

Sunday: Service till 11 or 12 plus,SYF sound check till 8 or 9

God Bless Me O.O

hurt..once again

2009-02-04T22:38:00.002+08:00

you've hurt me enough didnt you?

i guess not...it just takes that few words and my world just crumbles to the ground...

at the same time i'll be trapped under all that earth when my world just crashes onto the ground.

i shout for help, but no one hears me..

all i can do is just wait...wait for someone to come and rescue me.

______________________________________________________

Trapped. [waynelim]

Im so trapped within the beat of the night,

A little comfort from that candle light.

Your picutre's on the wall, so is mine.

Brushstrokes fading...

Think I said before i'll meet all your needs,

All that is to be before it was gone.

Think we might have been great, but im afraid

I think too late...

But I just cant believe whatever took me so long,

I wanna set me free, never thought it's so hard.

Boy wont you ever see, all i am is afraid...

It's someone else's heart beating beside you everyday?

I said i'll play my part i pushed you far away instead.

Can never say how much i miss you,still love you baby...

If someone else is saying she loves you in everyway,

What can i do my for you is over anyway.

I let you go but im still trapped,

deep within...

thanks.

2009-02-02T18:34:00.003+08:00

In this post,i'd like to thank some people...

Firstly,GOD

Thank You so much for being my friend,for accepting for who i am,for dying for my sins. I LOVE YOU! :D

Secondly,JASON

Thank you so much for being there for me EVERYTIME when i needed someone...I can never repay your kindness with words! You always never fail to encourage me,to comfort me and to help me in any situations im facing in my life...Your efforts are greatly appreciated!

Thirdly,J4M

Thank you so much guys! For being there for me...Mad,Karen and JT,I just want you guys to know that i love you truck loads man! Im so happy God sent you guys into my life! We jia you together kay? heh.

Fourthly,W412

I wanna say a BIG THANK YOU to each and everyone of you who showed your concern for me when i was !@#$%^&*() . Your care is greatly appreciated by Janice! I LOVE YOU GUYS TRUCKIE LOADS KAY! :D ROCK ON ! :]]

To everyone i've mentioned above : I am so thankful that GOD sent you guys into my life-words cant express how grateful i am! I LOVE YOU GUYS TO BITS!

bye for now. Chao!

01/01/09!

2009-01-01T02:20:00.000+08:00

HAPPY NEW YEAR PEOPLE! LOVE YOU GUYS! :D

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2008-12-19T22:55:00.003+08:00

TILLY!

HEY PEOPLE!

IM JUST ROTTING AT HOME RIGHT NOW. JUST BROKE CAMP YESTERDAY AT 1PM.

SUPPOSE TO HAVE THE STUPID PREFECT'S INTERVIEW AT 1245 TODAY BUT WOKE UP LATE...WOKE UP AT 1238.I FREAKED OUT AND CABBED DOWN TO SCHOOL.WHEN I REACHED SCHOOL,IT TURNS OUT THAT THE 1230 PEOPLE HAVENT EVEN HAD THEIR TURN YET.FELT SUPER RELIEVED.DUN ASK ME WHY IM TYPING IN CAPS....JUST FELT LIKE IT.CAN SOMEONE PLEASE ENTERTAIN ME? THANKS A MILLION! BY THE WAY,WAYNELIMJUNJIE UPDATED HIS BLOG! GO CHECK IT OUT YOH.IM IN FINANCIAL CRISIS NOW.AND I WANT TO BUY A $40 FEDORA FROM 77TH STREET.DARN.

OKAY,BYE FOR NOW.

lazyness..........

2008-12-14T23:37:00.001+08:00

haha....sorry guys,havent updated for quite a while...kinda lazy and busy.. lol

anyway, went to BINTAN with MADDIE and QUEENIE! so fun to the max! okok..i v tired le.wanna go orhorh. bye.

OB...

2008-12-04T21:37:00.003+08:00

headed to Ob today...for vocal lesson. it turns out that its not really a lesson..but anyway,after tt headed to Bugis with JT for dinner..then home sweet home (:

some pics from today:

me with yakult bottle!

testing my photography skills...nice? :D
Twinnie and me (: love her to th max!

bye.

:)

2008-11-26T18:29:00.003+08:00

:) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :)

&no update...

2008-11-15T23:52:00.002+08:00

so sorry for not updating for the whole week...had been really really busy!

monday had to go school then practice at OB. tuesday had band.wednesday was at home cos sick.thursday had OB but can't sing.friday had band.today had band and church service!!!!!

HAD THE BEST CHURCH SERVICE TODAY! IT WAS DAMN COOL AND NICE! :D

Pastor Kong was late...hahha funny lar he :D 66 babies got dedicated today! WOW!

list of people i miss&love:

WAYNELIMJUNJIE CELESTETANSIMIN RACHELONGJIAWEN

heh! love these people manxzxzx.

bye.

to go or not to go? a little help here?

&OB

2008-11-10T18:41:00.002+08:00

Headed to school this morning...suppose to reach at 12pm...then late lar...reached at 12.20 XD

but MRS JUAN was kind enough to wait for all of us:D and i PASSED! Yay! :D

okay....then headed to Ocean Butterflies to plan for Heeren performance! JT and Karen left at 3pm :( anyway,headed to tanjong pagar MRT with MADDIE! walked around and around...bought this little pastry BUTTON thing! [forgot to take picture:x] then came home :)

you are so different now... its like im talking to a brand new stranger and not to my long known friend....whats wrong with you? My"friend"?

&service

2008-11-09T10:32:00.002+08:00

yesterday had church service and they were showing the NEW TRAILER FOR ASIA CONFERENCE 2008! :D
then got one part is titled " SPECIAL PERFORMANCES" then show some CCC band and got LIU GENG HONG also......NEXT THING I SAW WAS "JJ LIN"!!!!!!! ZOMG LA. i couldn't believe wad i saw man. HE IS ACTUALLY COMING TO CHC TO PERFORM ANY DAY DURING ASIA CONFERENCE!!!!!! AHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!! IM SO GONNA SKIP **** FOR THAT! NO MATTER WAD MAN.
& people,i've decided NOT to go for CSS audition..why? cos God told me not to...and he said that there would be more opportunities in the future for me:D so yeah... SORRY TO DISAPPOINT YOU GUYS.. but yeah..really sorry.
so going for CG today! with all the NICEEEEEEEEEEEE people. going ANG MO KIO to DANIEL's house:] gonna meet FION at tanah merah at 11.45.and i shall be going soon...dun wanna be late! so...

bye.

&no worries!

2008-11-08T10:08:00.002+08:00

to my friends out there,dun need to worry bout the WENESDAY,5 NOV thing kay..im okay le:D thanks for all your concerns. really grateful...didn't do much on thursday and friday had band so yeah....today going CAROL'S house and after that heading to expo to meet JASON for BS.then tmr maybe going for audition? let's wait for GOD to answer YES or NO. then also got CG tmr with all the NICEE people! hee..

OUTING WITH TWINNIE ON THURSDAY,13TH NOVEMBER! HEE! :D
[to TWINNIE: ** NOVEMBER 2008!!! :D]

bye.

&:(

2008-11-05T20:40:00.001+08:00

spent the whole day sleeping.....didn't do much.
i dun wish to talk about SOMETHING which made me very sad today...

i'll be waiting for you,dear bOY